ooo..vintage!

!Thursday, September 21, 2006

@ 10:46 PM

hihi, In school now, lolx,
doing a science project.. have to sit next to bobo
how sad.. he's actually kinda funny la... the way he says
his words.. lolx.. he just pushed me.. hahah....
and this is for gavin: YOu can have him. I dun want him... lol
you know who I am talking about...
lolx okok going now, buh bye!!!

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@ 3:28 AM

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm walkin' on broken glass
Like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
And you're movin' too fast

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm drifting out to the sea
Like the tides pullin' me in deeper
Makin' it harder to breathe

We cannot deny, how we feel inside
We cannot deny

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

Kaleidoscope of colors
Turning hopes on fire, sun is burning
Shining down on both of us
Don’t let us lose it (don’t let us lose it...)

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah

We lived
We loved
We hurt
We joked
We're right
We're wrong
We're weak
We're strong
We lived to love

But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
Watch the chemicals react
And just like that
The chemicals react
(The chemicals react)

i'm in love with this song!!!
I LOVE THE CHOURS! YAY!! lolx

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah

i spoke to yen hua the other day.. and she sounds the same.. lolx
miss you dearie!!
going to study.. buh bye!!

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!Wednesday, September 20, 2006

@ 5:46 AM

The parable went well today..
I'm glad that we got a good response.
I love filming the parable.. I got to know
some people better.. and well.. at least not fight
with bobo for one or two days...
I'm proud of my work....we wrote the scriptt!!
Tristan did a.... funny job.. for the prayer.. I mean
since he wanted to do it.. and I was writing the prayer..
why not put some WORDS in it for him to read??
Anyway, I told him how to pronounce "permeate" yesterday
and he did not ask this morning.. so.. yeahh.. lolx
my nose is still.. clogged up.. and yesterday, I had a mild
fever.. poor jeff.. he had a fever t'day..
lolx. one computer less t'day.
i'm addicted to "chemicals react"!!!! ahhhhh!! it's soooooo
niceeeee.. I love it...
"you make me feel outta my element.........
Were you right? Was I wrong? Were you weak was I strong? yeahh..
both of us broken. caught in a moment..."
I LOVE ITTT!!.. has a wonderful melodious beat..

On a separate matter, this is probably the fifth time i'm posting this..
ahhh.. exams are just around the corner.... and i'm scared.. I don't
wanna get retained... and Zong, you won't get retained ok..
youre like..so smart!! Getting all the ones and twos..
I need to work on my math.. although I have improved since last year lolx.
I still need to keep it up.. Holding to that rope... can I make it?:/
I recall, last year, I was so scared.. but all of you hot people were there..
lissa, alyna, yen hua, nat, chels, anna, cheryl, kim, veraaaaaa.. all these wonderful
people were by my side, helping me. So thanks... you girls are the best..
i'll be here if you need anything... any help.. just coming knocking on my
door. This song is for you.. cause you were there for me when I needed it

Hey what's your story
Hate to see ya lookin worried
You know you can tell me
Cause I am understanding
Would you mind sharing
What's bothering your happiness
Turn that frown upside down
What's with all this madness

Is it somethin somethin I should know?
Is it somethin , somethin I should know?
Cause I feel like you should have some hope
Then I feel like you should have some hope
Yeah, well

If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to lean on
If things don't go your way
Use my pillow to lay on
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to cry on
That's what friends are for

I know it's a struggle
You gotta flex your muscle
Don't be scared to hustle
There's no reason to wrestle
Take your time
Clear your mind
You know I am here for you
Don't be scared
Pour out your heart
I'll be there wherever you want

Is it somethin , somethin I should know?
Is it somethin , somethin I should know?
Cause I feel like you should have some hope
Then I feel like you should have some hope
Yeah, well

If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to lean on
If things don't go your way
Use my pillow to lay on
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to cry on
That's what friends are for

You can tell me
I'll help you when you help me
Oh baby I'll listen to you
Everything you're goin through
I swear I will
I swear I will
You can tell me
And you know you can trust me
Baby I'll listen to you And everything you're goin through
Ohhhhh
You know I will You know I will

If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to lean on
If things don't go your way
Use my pillow to lay on
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to cry on
That's what friends are for
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to lean on
If things don't go your way
Use my pillow to lay on
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to cry on
That's what friends are for

That's it. I love you people la. you guys are the best..
and for lovely people in acs like... pri, virti,rae, mel,esther, iain,chern,zong, maurice,
darren, stephen, weekiat.. you guys are the best too.. thanks!!!! loveeeee!!!
sarah

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!Tuesday, September 19, 2006

@ 5:08 AM

I read lissa's blog... and I got this feeling
I should write about it..:

"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me"
This phrase it utter rubbish.. know what I mean.
One word: rumours.
They hurt people, some may not be true,
The make people feel... degraded.
I look at her and just feel the pain..
I can see she's suffering..
in her despair, she is ignorant.
Oblivious to the fact that she can make a difference.
I look at the people that make fun and just wanna box them in the face.
Why is she... SHE the prime target.. yes, she may a bit difficult at times
but why? Once you get to know her, you come to realise that she is a really nice person.
It's just not fair,
when I sit there ..
and watch the destruction...
the pain and the suffering that will happen in time to come.
Why do people act like this? We are young ambassadors of Him..
By doing this... aren't you people making a fool of yourselves?
And those who know you?
I just think this is wrong..
Sooner or later, it will bite you back in the butt.
What comes around goes around.. just remember that......

I miss the yr 6s.. I miss my cousin.. I miss iain kor kor.. I miss esther jie jie..
most of all, I miss sarina jie jie.. wish you all the best for your upcoming exams..
Remember.. I love you guys.. and so does God..
God bless you and God bless me too..
lolx! Got that from my Auntie Pat. she's so funny!!!
signing off.... buh bye

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@ 3:30 AM

Ahhhhh-choooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sniff sniff.. i'm not in the best of moods..
for various reasons... First reason...
i'm sick.. i'm very sick... I woke up
this morning and could not talk at all. I don't
fancy being ill.. no I don't. I hate the feeling of
being sick.. it's like something overtakes your whole body
system. My body aches.. Why did I attend PE?? HUHHHH????
I should have just rested and studied. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Well.. my nose is all clogged up.. ahhh... I bet tomorrow, I
will either lose my voice.. or have a clogged nose...
ai yo...This is not fun at all. My body hurts, I can't breathe properly..
I can't talk properly..my eyes are blood-shot.. and I am extremely tired.
Plus. I have a test tomorrow.. ok this is really not my day...

I'm having dinner now.. so buh bye

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!Saturday, September 16, 2006

@ 1:21 AM

I turned on my computer and went to iTunes..
went to party shuffle and started playing songs.
And this song came up which touched my heart and made
me realise that we all do wrong.. but the Lord still loves us.
I just felt so sad.. you'll get what I mean when you read the lyrics

[Walter Williams]
Took me a while, but i'm finally here
So just wanna testify, make it crystal clear
(Take Ya Time)
See I've been picked out, to be picked on
Talked about out my friend's mouth
I've been beat down, til' he turned my life around
(Turned my life around)

[Chorus: Walter Williams]
Seems like I always fall short of being worthy
Cuz I ain't good enough, but he still loves me (Yeah)
I ain't no superstar, spotlight ain't shinin' on me (No, No, No, No, No)
Cuz I ain't good enough,(no) but he still loves me
(Loves Me!)

[Beyonce]
I used to, wake up somedays, and wished I had stayed asleep
Cuz I went to bed on top of the world, today the world's on top of me
Now everybody's got opinions (They Share)
They ain't been in my position (They Don't Care)
And it breaks my heart when I hear
what they have to say about me
(What they say about you)

[Chorus: All]
seems like I always fall short (Fallin short)
of bein worthy (Lord I aint worthy)
Cuz I aint good enough (no no)
but he still loves me (But you still love me Lord)
I aint no superstar ( I aint no superstar, I wanne be for you)
I wanna be for you
The spotlight aint shinin on me
cuz I aint good enough
but he still loves me ( But he still loves me, me, me, me, me)

I'm not perfect (I'm not perfect no, no ,no)
Yes I do wrong (Yes I do wrong)
I'm trying my best (Trying my best)
But It aint good enough (Just ain't good enough)
Shunned by the world (I'm shunned by the world, world, world, world)
If I don't succeed (If I dont succeed-cee-cee-ceed)
Cuz I aint good enough (I ain't good enough)
But he still loves me (I aint good enough)
Lord i aint worthy

[Bridge: Angie Stone, Beyonce, Choir]
If you ain't worth just raise your hands
And let me know that you understand
That we are all so blessed to be loved....loved
Stand for him and fall for anything
Cuz through his eyes we all look the same
What will we do, without blame

[Chorus: All]
feels like we always fallin' short
of being worthy (We are not worthy, no)
Cuz I ain't good enough,(no) but he still loves me (I ain't good enough, I ain't good enough)
I ain't no superstar,(I ain't no superstar)
the spotlight ain't shinin' on me (But I wanna be for you Lord)
Cuz I ain't good enough, but he still loves me (no, but u still love me, me, me)

I'm not perfect (I'm not perfect, no, no, no)
Yes I do wrong (Yes I do wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong)
I'm trying my best (Trying my best)
But It aint good enough (I ain't good enough) (Oh No!)
Shunned by the world (Shunned by the world, world, world, world)
If I don't succeed (If I dont succeed,cee-cee-ceed)
Cuz I aint good enough (I ain't good enough)
But he still loves me (Just ain't good enough, would y'all sing with me)

I'm not perfect
Yes I do wrong (If you understand me sing with me)
I'm trying my best
But It aint good enough (But the Lord is so good to me)
Shunned by the world (if you shunned by the world, world, world )
If I don't succeed (Shunned by the world)
Cuz I aint good enough (I ain't good enough)
But he still loves me (But the Lord still loves me)

No I ain't good enough (No, No, No, No)
But he still loves me (Raise your hands if you understand)
No I ain't good enough (How he blesses you, cuz he blessed me too)
But he still loves me (Even though I ain't worthy)
No I aint good enough (You ain't worthy, he's there for you)
But he stil loves me (No matter what I do)
No I aint good enough (I ain't good enooooooooough)
But he stil loves.....me (But the Lord still loves...me)

it's a short song. but holds so much meaning..
It was like the Lord was telling me that even if I do things
that are not up to the world's standard.. it's up to His, its such
a blessing that I have so many wonderful people in my life that guides
me through the day... people that care.. and love me..
People like my family, priyanka.. virti... zong... chern.. lissa.. chels.. naomii.. david.. mel.. iain..sarina.. so many. that I love... And this song pops up.. you just feel like breaking down and crying in a good way cause like you feel so loved.
like the song says:

I'm not perfect
Yes I do wrong
I'm trying my best
But It aint good enough
Shunned by the world
If I don't succeed
Cuz I aint good enough
But he still loves me

that is just full of meaning. know what I mean? :/

I ain't no superstar,(I ain't no superstar)
the spotlight ain't shinin' on me (But I wanna be for you Lord)

that's the part of the song that makes me feel : that's how I feel...
and then it goes to the chorus... which makes me feel.. special..
it's true.. what will we do without blame? No one is "holy"[ meaning set apart]
and who will be the one that judges us when we do wrong?
I just felt like posting this.. cause it has so much meaning...

feels like we always fallin' short
of being worthy (We are not worthy, no)
Cuz I ain't good enough,(no) but he still loves me (I ain't good enough, I ain't good enough)
I ain't no superstar,(I ain't no superstar)
the spotlight ain't shinin' on me (But I wanna be for you Lord)
Cuz I ain't good enough, but he still loves me (no, but u still love me, me, me)

sarah

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!Friday, September 15, 2006

@ 8:25 AM

i'll just write about today.. Well. I ate so much
cause my girlfriend was not in school
so badd....-.- missed her so much today. Hung out with
tay and lshak during lunch.. Then lshak pushed me into the
rain-.- I got so wet.. I started
running in the rain!!The funny part was that my mom came
cause she was doing the reading mom's thingie.. and tay was like
oh... sarah's there!!! lolx.. and my mom was like.. why are you all
wet??? haha!! I said I ran in the rain.. I guess I like rain. Makes
me feel.. comfortable and relaxed.. you know the feeling when you get
when you are about to sleep and it starts to rain? Yeahh I like that
feeling. It's nice. haha. i'm sorry girlfriend.. I want to come to your
house tomorrow but let the exams pass first ok? love you dear!! I would give anything
to go.. but just not now yeah? Still loving you.. haha
Hung out with sandy and virti after school
[ f.y.I foo... your cologne smells funny-.- haha!] anyway.. I like
the new dance to the song called pray. It's nicee!! But it's a bit fast
though. How does melissa do it in such a way that it is so clean cut
and perfecttt???? lolx went to modestoes after dance with the dance people.
The food is real good I must say. I enjoyed being one of jackey's "children"
I was the only chinese child!! haha! we were laughing throughout dinner and
I certainly enjoyed myself! We went to toysrus after that.. I love toysrus.. I
remember every Christmas, my gramma would bring me there to pick out my present!
Once, I picked this boat out.. but now it's dead..-.- haha!! All of us bought thing
egg flip thing.. its this pink egg where you flip it and our comes a chickk!! so cutte!!
I wanted this green one so bad... but in the end, bea got it.. it's so so so so so so so
so so cuteee!!!! I exchanged mine with ananya and got a blue leopard-printed one..
I really wanted the green one ok.. I LOVEE GREEENNNNN!!!! haha!!
well, I think that's it.. so buh bye!!
lovee

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!Thursday, September 14, 2006

@ 6:59 AM

I'm going to sing, shout and clap my hands..
Jasmine is FINALLY out of Singapore Idol..
I hope Hady wins... NOT JON!!!
hady....yeahhh lolx.. It's been studying time
now.. and the clock is ticking, real fast..
And it's incessantly fast.. and it's not a good
thing... More ticks, less time to study. I want to
put in all my best in this paper.. You have no idea how
hard this is...
" No I can't breathe... No I can't sleep.. I'm barely hanging on"
Yess behind these hazel eyes..lolx.. Studying has made me
something like that.. BUT!!! I'm still the cheerful girl that I am in
school.. yesss.. Sometimes I just want to forget everything
and plonk on my bed and sleep for 100 years.. like sleeping beauty..
And i'll be awaken by my dog that licks my face and I realise that
it's a dream-.-
ok that was really lame. Anyway. Yesterday. daryl's sister said that
I was her best friend!! so cuteee!!! And daryl was like laughing.. so bad..-.-
haha
okok. I wanna go.. so buh bye!!

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!Wednesday, September 13, 2006

@ 6:02 AM

Today was funny..
In the morning... the guys were carrying the long chair/bench
like thing in the hall while I was sitting on it..
I to take a picture of it one day.. it was so hilarious!!
I love it. And when they tip it one side, I slide off.. it's quite fun actually...
I can't feel my fingers now.
Ben fu took the tennis ball when leona and I were playing
tennis. And there was one at the top of the tennis court fence
like thing.. So, like spider man, I climbed up the "wall"
and got the ball.. yay me!! ok anyway, I was climbing down and I though
I was going to fall.. so I was like hanging there... ahhhh.. and I just jumped
off and luckily landed on the floor with my 2 feet YAY!! At that juncture,
I realised that I could not feel my hands.. but now I can.. thanks pri and
virti for all the concern.. I have not idea what I would do without you gals.
Painted Zong's hair today.. that was really fun. Haha. I painted the England
thing on his head. you know the football flag? yeahhh that one. haha.. but he
washed it off in the end... boo... he ruined my master piece.. meanie la.
I just heard that we won the bball match.. yay!!! haha 52-30.. something like that
that's a good thing..

I'm so scared.. have it's going to be exams soon and I really don't want to fail
any subject. not one.. i'm sadd... cause i'm studying like mad now.. And when I
come home from school.. I feel so drained.. and in the morning. I feel tired..
But I know that I can place all my burdens on Jesus.. I guess.. i'm just felling a
bit sick.. I hate being sick.. my voices goes high.. I get a head ache.. I wanna
sleep.. I feel dizzy.. And for no particular reason you know. It's getting irritating..
And I really hate it.. I have a splinting head ache right now.. and I really wanna sleep
so i'm going.. buh bye!

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!Sunday, September 10, 2006

@ 3:25 AM

It's the last day of the holidays and I wish
I could have seen Rusty and Ally. I miss them so much.
The last time I saw them was what.. 3 years ago?
I hope that at the end of the year, we would go to
Virginia and spend Autumn and Winter there.. And Christmas too.
Aww. I miss them so bad.. I wanna watch ally fly in the air again
so cool!!! she pole vaults and she's like the best in the team..
Rusty... hmm what can I say about him.. super talented la.. haha
ok.. he swims, plays the saxophone, plays foot ball, plays rugby,
and what else.. OH!! he cooks and sings!! he's the coolest kor kor
ever!! I LOVE BOTH OF THEMMMMM..... Hopefully, they'll come and visit
me!! Miss them so so muchh... haha that's like the third time
I said it.. In this situation.. I don't think the
phrase "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" applies very well here.. haha

I lied on my bed this morning and just allowed my mind to "drift"
which isn't that great a thing.. so.. it just led me back to sc.. I could
see all the girls sitting around someone with the latest issue of
Lime magazine. Looking for the page with either Simple Plan or Good Charlotte.
Typical.. so so typical... in fact, whatever silly magazine that had an article
of them, most of the girls will be running toward that table with the magazine...
which sometimes.. was mine..-.- Anyway, someone flipped to the page with that winner
of the.. project superstar guy.. you know the one that is blind.. yeahhh..
so anyway.. I think he was wearing glasses with his mouth open.. and Charlotte
commented..: Ewwww!!!!! LOOK AT HIS TEETH!! they look so sick.. all "disfigured"
.. well, something along those lines.. and my good friend, lissa, retaliated:
He's blind, why should he care???
I laughed my head off.. With that, I really miss melissa.. and all her wonderful,
wise, witty comments.. cause all of them make so much sense.
Before PSLE, kim would make up all these Bible jokes.. like how many animals
were there when the baby Jesus was born? or who was someone's husband?
And melissa said: Who was sarah's husband??
and everyone was laughing.. haha. it's kinda funny I guess.. but after a while, they
stopped... *Pheww!!.. that's a relief!! And at the end of the year, after we went swimming,
Lissa and I would listen to music on her Ipod.. irritating songs like Hilary Duff come clean...
blah blah blah.. and chelsea would hate it so much when we sang the sons just to irritate
her.. hah.. I miss lissa and chels...
that's it for today... i'm just an average school girl thinking..
Sarah

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!Saturday, September 09, 2006

@ 5:20 AM

hihi..
went to watch monster house today... people should have come ok..
After the movie, went back to yong an. watched dodge ball AGAIN.
haha.. i've made a decision.. if there is a volly ball cca... i'm joining it.
I hit the ball so hard today, until it almost fell into the car park
OOOPPS!! haha darren's brothers a simple adorable.. especially the
5 year old one.. when I had the ball, he was chasing me
around and around. I feel like a kid again!! playing
monkey again. I guess everyone has a little kid in them huh? hah
I LOVE BEING A KID!!!! haha even priyanka said that I was such a
kid.. hur hur. yup!!! I'm just a kid.. but life's not a nightmare!!!
now my feet hurt and it's not funny. Not at all..
The primary 5 guy threw the ball, which hit kiat's head.. and after the ball hit his
head, it hit mine-.- I was totally shocked cause it came at the ...
I have little cuts on my toes now.. and they hurt very much.. but hey.
lets embrace the pain for a lil' while.. hah
buh bye

"All the world's a stage, all the men and women are merely players"

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!Friday, September 08, 2006

@ 5:37 AM

you know what. I just wondered:
why do we put these sometimes oh so boring,
funny, sad, furious situations on our site?
yeah it's called a blog.. is it our way
of letting it all out? Take this, if we are caught in
a dilemma or an ordeal... we write it down here.
Even with trivial matters.. like getting angry at your
dog for barking so loud or getting real
frustrated at your sibling because they borrowed your
stuff without asking you... get the picture? It's like
our way of shouting.. and let all the anger disperse...
Do people even read the things that I write? Or is it
just a complete waste of time? But then again, who am
I to comment on these things...Why is it so that when
people get angry or sad, they write it down here? What is
so special about blogs? If you think that it's privacy you need,
i'm sorry buddy, but this is not the place for you to drown all
your sadness and anger.. I guess the reason why I write
on my blog is to let people know what blessings there are in this
world.. what to do and what not to do. And my very wish is that what
I do wrong will help others realise not to do that. It could be lying,
not cleaning up my room or having a bad attitude. I just don't want people
to do the same thing that I did..

I enjoyed my day today. I spent time with my mom and dad..
hahah.. went shopping with mom in the mornin' and
went shopping with my dad in the afternoon. I got my bubble tea
again!! and yeah.. I got strawberry. lolx.... I'm going to school
tomorrow to meet with pri.. haha and I can't wait. I'm dead beat.
so i'm MAY hit the sheets soon. lolx even though its oh so early..
haha. Bye!!

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!Wednesday, September 06, 2006

@ 3:00 AM

i'm reading this book called 24 girls in 7 days.
It's a real cool book...
It's about prom!!!! lolx...
you know i've just realised how much i have grown..
I mean... just a few years ago.. I was playing downstairs..
with all the other kids... and scurrying around the condo..
playing hide and seek, blind mice, catching.. and all that jazz..
its amazing how fast time can fly... I look at the little ones that
I used to baby sit.. and just laugh.. yeah.. there were
times where it was hard to look after... but.. you know...
I don't regret a single time that I did. And now.. they've grown..
and when I go visit them in the park... they ask me why I don't
come down to play with them anymore.. And that just makes me.. cry..
it makes me sad to just reminisce of the beautiful times
I had with them... and when I have to leave... they say: Bye bye jie jie
sarah... can you play with us again? And when I nod, they dance for joy.
that is just the icing on the cake.. to hear them ask for me to
play with them again.... and then.. they give me a hug and don't want
to let go.... and when I leave them.. they start to cry....
that really touches my heart...so now, I decided... like last year,
I will complete my work.. do it once.. do it well.. and then, look for anna and
sophie.. they are just the best... I really love them.. from the bottom of my heart.
I can't wait to see them all grown up But that would be in a long long
time.. haha they're just 2 and 5 years old.. or are they older..??
haha.. I feel like such a parent..
Now I know what MY parents feel like.. lolx!
i'll try to get a picture of my darlings the next time I see them.
they are adorable!!!!! i'll give you a hint:
they've been in magazines and in the papers!!! haha
really wonderful children....

Well... the holidays have been full of work for me... and well..
a little bit of shopping here and there... I'm happy cause I got my
bubble tea.. ( all smiles right now )
hopefully i'll get to catch a movie with my friends this week end... lolx
I think I have to go now.. so
signing of...
I LOVE YOU ANNA AND SOPHIE SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
YOU GALS ARE MY DARLINGS!!

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!Monday, September 04, 2006

@ 6:11 AM

isit it amazing.. I mean to feel no pain..
NO PAIN... none at all???
I think to myself.. is that a blessing... or more like a curse.
I was watching a show where they interviewed this family
that had a 5 year old daughter that could not feel any pain
what so ever.... she was born like that...
at a tender age, just as she was developing teeth..
the young girl started chewing her fingers... so much so that
if her mother did not stop her, she would have chewed her finger
all the way to the bone. As the "painful" years passed on,
her conditions became from bad to worse.. she would dig her
eyes. Due to the fact that
her parents did not want to watch her go blind in vain,
they had no other choice but to get the doctors to
stitch them up to prevent them from being
infected by the dirty things she touches and she would just keep
on trying to pry them open. After a few years, they decided to open
her eyes... but it was too late... one of her eyes were gone...
she was blind in one eye.. and the little girl could not feel it at all.
then I think... it's such a blessing for us to feel pain..
lets just cut it..... it's a blessing for us to even feel...
can you imagine a world without any feelings....
feelings as in you can't feel how nice your bag feels...
or how rough your skin is.... the world would be totally different from
what it is now..... we won't really need to say :"oops!! sorry I bumped into you!"
or " i'm so sorry I hit you! it was an accident."
life would just be so different... so I'm going to be thankful to
feel pain... yeahh it sounds crazy... but I'm going to be thankful for
feeling....

I like my new layout.. it rocks!! lolx!! haha
I trimmed my hair today.. smsed zoey tay...(hur hur!)
he's going for some archer thing tomorrow..
I think it's a competition?? haha so good luck boy!! all the best
to you and .... group.... lolx
so... that's it i suppose..
buh bye!!!
sarah

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!Sunday, September 03, 2006

@ 8:16 AM

I just came back from watching devil wears prada
I guess it's a good show.. I simply ADORE the clothes
Anne Hathaway wears in this movie...
she looks drop-dead-gorgeous..!!!!
I guess you could say that this movie
is basically about the fashion world where you're either in,
or out...I would watch it again if I had the chance to..+)

On a separate matter,
I just realised that my hair does look as if it has been high-lighted
WHY!?? that's amazing.. I have never gone to dye my hair before...
it's like... brown... light brown...... brown......
I have hair that has an attitude!! hur hur.. I guess I love my hair..
if only it was as long as chelsea's.... which will happen in a million years
haha

Listening to moody's mood for love now...
that song just takes me away to dreamland.. the saxophone
just sweeps me away.... i'm getting addicted to this song
it's a lovely ballad... haha.. i'm going to listen to it all night
long... hur hur... it makes you feel as if you're on clouds...
so light.... so.... I dunno... but it makes me feel really good...
RELAXED... that's the word that song makes me feel relaxed...
haha.. the good part is that it does not make me go all emo..
unlike songs like unfaithful and too little too late.. lolx+))

well, i'm going to watch tv now so buh bye!

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